Back in the room, the ginseng soup was just cooked, Xie Tingyue waved the others away and fed it to Chu Mu himself.

Chu Mu was quiet.

Pale lips, slightly frowning eyebrows, tightly closed eyes, under the faint candle light it is obvious that the whole person is very fragile.

But Xie Tingyue knew that though the illness had confined this person, it could not confine his soul, he was strong, tough and would not give up.

Nothing will happen, he will definitely survive!

Thinking so, to be confident is to have the confidence, Xie Tingyue can’t control accidents.

He held Chu Mu’s hand.

This hand is very big, with slender joints, glowing with warm light like jade and it looks very nice, not like a patient’s hand at all, but it’s temperature is…cold and scary.

Is he scared?

Yes.

It’s like standing on a thick ice surface, whistling the north wind, he is the only one on the world not knowing where he is or where to go, hesitating and at loss. Before he knew it, the tip of his heart seemed to be broken by something sharp and it was cold and painful.

Xie Tingyue looked down, he was afraid of this emotion and didn’t like the state of uncontrolled heartbeat.

When he woke up that day and made the decision to have this marriage, he expected this situation, didn’t he? For this reason, he have conducted more than one drills in his mind. He have anticipated how to deal with emergencies, how to deal with it gracefully but why do he still panic when his really facing it?

“Swoosh—” (sound of wind)

The candlelight burst out of small lights, which was particularly loud in the quiet night.

The gust of wind blew and the candle shadow shook slightly.

Xie Tingyue was excited and suddenly remembered that this should have been encountered earlier.

There was an accident during the wedding in his previous life. Chu Mu fainted suddenly, he didn’t go to Doctor Ling’s medical clinic nor did he woke up after fainting, he was directly carried back to the Chu family. He was in coma for five days without waking up, after that he was in death’s door for more than two months before being healed. He knew this, so he made a plan before he got married and making ready to face it directly. Chu Mu fainted that day but not in coma.

Not only did he not faint he seemed to be in good spirits, helped him a lot and even made some jokes.

Everything went too smoothly, his nervousness prevailed and in panic he forgot about it.

Chu Mu was seriously ill and weak, this sudden accident would definitely happened, so how could he be so shocked?

No, no, Xie Tingyue shook his head vigorously, of course it is good thing to be surprised. He can’t curse someone else body.

He has been reborn, since he changes some event, naturally it would not the same with his previous life, it’s the butterfly effect, so how can he expect everything to be the same?

Maybe—

As the husband who signed the marriage contract, could be that Chu Mu couldn’t stand the stimulation that’s why he fainted?

Even if one’s body is ill, they could still feel physical attraction.

Thinking this way, Xie Tingyue felt even more uncomfortable.

It was not like the he already knows about it, it was his stepmother’s tricks that such disgraceful situation happens, and exposes his awareness which definitely not what he wanted. Others were worried about his life because of his behavior.*

(TL: the time when Madam Lin payed someone to r*pe him)

The night was silent, and the charcoal stove warmed the room and the people. Xie Tingyue held Chu Mu’s hands to calm his nerves. His thoughts flowed and his consciousness was hazy before he fell asleep.

He dreamed of Chu Mu.

The person in the dreams is very strange, reality is much more warm and gentle, while in his dreams he has coldness and cruelty.

Chu Mu was not in a wheelchair, standing on his own two feet, with a dignified posture, tall, proportional body obviously not fat but he put pressure on people like an unmovable mountain.

Probably because of his height, his eyes dropped slightly when he looked at people and felt a sense of coldness. Xie Tingyue notice that his pupils were light in color, like a transparent glass with an expressionless face and tight neckline, for no reason electrified him.

He said—

“Wait here, you are not allowed to leave, if you dare to take a step out I’ll tie your feet.”

“You can only look at me but not others.”

Every word is an order with domineering madness that cannot be rejected.

Xie Tingyue was a little frightened, he unconsciously took a step back, and with just one step Chu Mu tied him up, clasped his wrist and trapped him.

“Do not refuse me.”

“Don’t leave me.”

“I’m dead so don’t get married”

Chu Mu’s palm was very hot, his adam’s apple was very beautiful and the distance was too close as if he would kiss him the next moment.

“Do not forget me!”

Xie Tingyue’s eyes suddenly widened, he really came to kiss him.

Pressing him against the corner of the wall with his tall stature and strong arms, he (Chu Mu) kissed him hard and deep.

“….Remember?” after a long and passionate kiss Xie Tingyue was panting.

With fierce eyes like a beast Chu Mu threatened, “If you don’t obey, I’ll kill Xie Tingxing!”

Xie Tingyue suddenly woke up.

Looking around and panting.

Why did he have such a ridiculous dream!

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