Chapter 52

At the words that came to her mind, Roselia’s heart sank. ‘When you get married later…’

The perfect fruit of love, a system that binds two people together in one unit. It was a marriage.

If Cedric falls in love with the Duke’s daughter, who came last time and marries her, what will become of her position?

Roselia put down the teacup she had already drunk in her heart break and approached the canvas. She put down the portrait of the Duke’s daughter that was already half finished, and picked up the brush again.

Even without looking at the subject. her hand moved spontaneously. Cedric’s figure is always present in her head.

Moisture began to appear over the blank .

It took less than half the time for her to draw the character. I drew him without even seeing him.

Roselia put down her brush and glanced at the picture on the canvas.

His eyes, which were always looking at me, could not be expressed only with her drawing skills. In reality, his eyes were warmer and sweeter than the picture. Of all Cedric’s body parts, she likes his eyes that completely contained only her. His blue eyes that looked like the sea were deep and cozy beyond measure. When I look into him, all my senses are eroded.

Roselia slowly reached out and stroked his cheek, which was drawn on the canvas. This was the only time she could touch him. To the extent of drawing a picture and stroking it like the person in my dream, that’s all.

…let’s forget it.

From the beginning, I had no intention of revealing my feelings. I just thought that I should keep it in my arms as if I had a precious treasure.

But now, I realized that even that couldn’t be allowed.

Even if he married another woman, Roselia’s position would not change. I still have to hide my heart, I’m a poor painter.

The hot feeling that seeps out from within your tooth will only grow stronger unless you pull it away. So, I will only try to reveal its existence with a gulp of patience until you can’t put up with it.

It is said that there are three things in life that cannot be hidden; poverty, sickness, and love. Roselia noticed how easy she had been. The more Cedric crossed the line she had drawn at will, the more Roselia felt her emotion grow. This realization made her restless.

‘Forget it.”

So if you can’t keep it, just throw it away.