Chapter 53

The moment that thought came into my mind, it turned into a complete determination. My heart throbbed like it was bruised. It was so painful to have a love that I couldn’t even express.

Forget Cedric. So, I decided, from now on, Roselia will re-draw the line she had drawn herself several times. And I will harden my heart.

First of all, every morning, I got up early since I wanted to see him, but now, I will stop going down to have breakfast in the dining hall.

The strange thing is that in the past, waking at this time was very difficult, but now that she doesn’t need to wake up, yet her eyes will open automatically whenever it is time for her to wake up. If I asked myself if it would have been better if it was like this in the past, even now, I wondered what’s the use of all that would be.

(Okay~ Trivia time! What Roselia was experiencing now is her natural circadian rhythm. Maybe she wasn’t waking up like that before, but Cedric made her wake up everyday for several months. So our Roselia’s circadian cycle will naturally get used to waking up early in the morning. Her suddenly deciding not to wake up in the morning, it’s already expected that this will happen. If this happens to you, guys, don’t push the pot alone to love…hehehe XD Guys if you do not wake up in the morning, be sure to sleep in the morning…I promised you, you will naturally wake up in the afternoon or evening. That’s a natural circadian rhythm of a night owl~)

Cedric seemed puzzled when she suddenly returned to her old ways after several months of keeping her promises, but he didn’t want to wake her up, perhaps it was because he thought she was busy working until dawn. Instead, he urged Marsha to bring her meals.

Secondly, Roselia had increased her workload compared to before. Since every time I was resting my hands, I kept thinking miscellaneous thoughts, and most of them were related to Cedric. So, I deliberately focused on painting and tried to move my hands without resting.

The increase of work was her personal creations, and conversely, the number of portrait production requests decreased.

Since even if there are a lot of nobles, Cedric was the one who led them to Roselia’s studio. At times, he would occasionally take time, leaving the government affairs behind, and sit there, watching her paint. Roselia made the same decision as it was difficult to bear the time with him that felt like aeons.

While I was drowning in my thoughts, someone knocked on the door of the studio.

Roselia hastily checked the time and ran to the door.

“Roselia.”

Today, Cedric, who guided a nobleman with a portrait request, was standing in front of the door.

When I met Cedric, the feeling of “a long time ago” came naturally to me.

Looking at him now, it was clear that she had been avoiding him for a long time.

In the past, we only met once a day, but after not having breakfast together, it was difficult to see him for over a week. That said, if Roselia also didn’t try, they wouldn’t be able to see each other even once a day. It was this moment that made me realize that I worked so hard alone in their relationship.

Roselia stared at him involuntarily, holding the doorknob. Just by looking at his face once, her locked heart fluctuated to and fro as if being swept by a typhoon. When our eyes met, my heart that I didn’t even know that was beating hard made its presence known clearly.

The imprint behind him was mind blowing.
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