Chapter 6

Cedric, who woke up thirty in the middle of the night and left his room to go to the kitchen.

On the way, he saw the couple’s bedroom door slightly opened. The young Cedric looked inside curiously at the faint sound coming from the inside. The scene unfolding in it was too shocking for a young man to endure.

His father was crushing his weak mother like a cruel devil. The faint sound that came out was her mother’s cry. The figure of his father, who repeatedly raised his body from the back of his mother, who kept complaining in pain, while his father kept shaking his body, looked like an animal, not human. He was like a terrible beast with only filthy desires left behind.

This way, Cedric found out that this was an act of sexual intercouse, the process for his own birth.

It was, and according to his nanny, this act was very affectionate and beautiful. 

But it was very different from reality that he had witnessed himself. At that time, his mother was clearly in pain.

The “act” he saw was terrible, wet and sultry. It was not an act of love, but was considered abuse.

The image of his father, who gasped as he crushed his weak mother, remained like an afterimage in his mind, and kept tormenting him throughout his growth. Not being able to save his mother in his memory of the past when he saw his mother by chance left him with an indescribable sense of guilt.

The guilt rose to the peak when he was around eleven, when the Duchess died. 

It was the time when she left that the relationship between Cedric and the Duke began to get strain. 

At the age of fourteen, Cerdric could not stand this relationship with his father and left the mansion to study abroad at the Academy of Agenta, a neighboring Empire. Cedric realized while studying abroad that he was a little different from other boys.

The Trauben Academy he attended was an academy where aristocats from different countries gathered, and international students lived in dormitories for four people. The students who shared the room with Cedric talked about women everyday.

The subject was the pretty girl in the same class, or the teacher who taught them. Then the topic which was naturally hidden finally broke apart.

At that time, Cedric learned about the unwholesome acts such as wet dreams and masturbating for the first time in his life through the conversation that day. He had learned for the first time that men’s penises get erect while imagining women in their heads. Because Cedric had no such experience.

But finding out did not prevent Cedric Schulach from experiencing it. When imagining bizare thing, because of the shocking sex scene of his parents he had secretly witnessed as a child, it covered everyhting in his mind like a shadow.

There were a lot of female students who approached Ceric, who acted half-hearted during his life at the Academy. But Cedricc gave them no attention at all.

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