Chapter 18

“Is it you? Even now, if I poisoned my car, Mr. Edwin would just die. Can a person be so careless?!”

When he heard the word ‘careful’ from Amelia, not anyone else, it was absurd and he burst out laughing. But looking back, it wasn’t wrong. Poisons that reliably kill people had the characteristics of being colorless, tasteless, and odorless in common. Moreover, Amelia’s wealth would be able to obtain any number of drugs that could surely kill him, and no matter how hard Edwin trained, he could not prevent his organs from burning or melting.

Amelia added hastily as he quietly put down the teacup, feeling uneasy.

“I haven’t put it in yet!”

“…Not yet, thinking that maybe someday…?”

“Oh, no. No, that’s because I can’t trust myself either… because I’m very impulsive. When you come to your senses, you can say that there are often situations that have already been committed.”

Edwin felt it too. So, by her standards, Amelia did the best she could for Edwin. Of course, it was her standard, so the problem was that she deviated a lot from the ordinary. Edwin looked at Amelia, who hesitated as if noticing the tea and cookies, and asked quietly.

“……. Miss Amelia, um, since when did you like such novels?”

“yes? Uh, since when, why all of a sudden…?”

“When you think about it, it seems like the only thing we know about each other is our names. If we have common interests, I think you might be able to treat me more comfortably.”

The basis of dialogue is empathy. Edwin spoke up to keep it faithfully, but Amelia, who was the same age and had lived without friends, did not understand what Edwin was trying to say. As she continued to fidget, Edwin, who was worried, got his luck first.

With a very shy and embarrassed expression, he said “The last time I saw Miss Amelia. I read a book called Two, Two Holes… Actually, there were many other things that came to mind, but I was the only one who saw the title.”

Amelia’s cheeks blushed at the words Edwin uttered with a blushing face, and nodded her head.

“Ah yes. Two holes. Yes. two holes dog. yes…….”

“…..”

“….”

An uncomfortable and awkward silence followed. Once you say something, Amelia will do this and that.

Edwin, who had expected that he would add more flesh, continued the conversation desperately as he felt his mind drifting away.

“Uh, where and where are you talking about? “

He doesn’t know if what’s coming out of his mouth is horse or shit. Amelia answered with embarrassment.

“The v̲a̲g̲i̲n̲a̲ and the anus…. ”

Okay. Ah, he wondered why the title looked like that, he thought…

“Oh, I just put both holes in it. It’s not a 1:1 relationship, it’s a woman and three men. He also used his mouth, but I don’t know why the title was made with two holes instead of three.”

It was a novel she read recently, so fortunately she remembered the content. she can’t remember any of the characters’ names and appearances, but in the first place, it wasn’t that important because it was a novel that just spent the whole day without an emotional narrative. But why really two holes instead of three? One of Amelia’s bad habits was that she couldn’t look around because she quickly got caught up in other thoughts, even useless thoughts. Amelia’s head was filled with useless worries again, just like the week before when Edwin found out she was masturbating.

“By the way, why do the female protagonists of novels feel pleasure while having anal sex? Without a prostate gland.”

“I think it would be very uncomfortable if I had sex again with the c̲o̲c̲k̲ I put in the back…”

“I’m still curious. What will it feel like?”

Edwin gave a subtle expression to Amelia’s mouth, completely shut and thoughtful.

What the hell are you thinking?

“…Miss Amelia?”

“Ah yes. I’m listening! So, what did you say?”

“You haven’t said anything yet. He, are there some books I’ve seen in Miss Amelia’s room before……? The basics of conversation are empathy… sadness…”